So many moons

So, so many moons takes one to get wherever they need to arrive to…  I have lots of way ahead me, I know.  I have been through this and that, many countries, many cities, many trips, many living situations, many people, no people…  one after another, keep changing, keep diverging, leaving, coming…  What is the destination I do not know, I do not think so much about where I am going to arrive at, but the journey has been really interesting so far.  How did I end up in India at a friends wedding at a Hindu temple that they found on the side of the road to Arpora? I looked around felt so blessed for my new family.  I felt gratitude for my guts which took me away from where I was few years back…  I felt gratitude for my teachers, friends who shared willingly with their whole heart.  Time has been flowing since that time I looked around and felt so blessed; this happened again and again, looking around and feeling amazed.  Beginning to know myself a bit more each time, struggling with it and then letting go… Making mistakes and realizing them, feeling lousy and then again letting go, learning to let go.  Feeling supported by generous friends, teachers and sometimes feeling to be let down… all there as it is and seeing it, excepting it and sometimes becoming reactive which does not help but teaches a lot :p…  and patient ones who keep walking beside you…  which again thought me a lot, the generous hearts, forgiving hearts… lasting beautiful friendships where we all had to be honest at the end and realize the beauty and humanness in each other… 

What is ahead I do not know but I can guess that it will not be less interesting than what had been already.  I thank this lifetime even for this much.  Now is a beautiful space I share with another, what is next we do not know… but present is a beautiful present…